Middle of the night ramblings

Worst blogger ever award goes to me. I know I know. I swore I’d write more. But life is insane y’all. Special needs parenting is indescribable. And balancing 3 livingnhis is hard. There’s never any time. Unless you’re in the hospital then all there is is time. Which leads me to here. Aria is sick […]

genetics, pills, and stupid people

After Annaleigh died we were told that we could have genetic testing done to see if either one of us is a carrier of some kind of genetic disorder that may have caused her trisomy. We figured no we don’t want to go through that it was just a fluke thing. (And honestly what if, […]

A different kind of loss

But a loss all the same. Two incredibly faint little lines. Pregnant. We did it! And it was on our second try. Holy shit! Our rainbow baby! This one due to come the day before Annaleigh’s birthday. I planned out our family costumes for Halloween already. Rylee would be a Dalek, Emmett a cyberman, Eric […]